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At some points, I feel sooo much broken! when I think what a big step I took, how far I am from my family, how I ruined my relationship, where my loved ones are, and how I am going to manage all these things! but you know, all would be possible if I live independently at leastthen when is it going to happen? I am dying to live alone! it's getting two months and I'm just feeling worse every day passes! you don't know how much pressure is on me! why is it taking so long? why do I have wait this much? why my own country wasn't a good place to stay, why everything is getting tougher! I just know that I want my open work permit visa, a very well-paid high level job like working in TD bank or luxurious brand-new auto shops with a lot if benefits. Isn't it like MYYYY TIME yet?how much should I wait? I can't even cry in peace Heh.....ادامه مطلب

Hi God!

This is me again, your lil girl.

I just wanted to make sure nothing bad happens during these days and mommy doesn't understand anything. You know why I'm sure? cuz he's the one, one hundred percent!

that's why my guardian angels help me to go through it and stand by my side beside having my back.It was the way I meant to go through.. therefore miracle happens!

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dunno if I'm doing right or wrong, but my intuition, mind and body push me through this way.

I hope everything goes righ and stress free without any worries

just take care of me and make my skin glow, acne and scar's free.

signature: Your Little Daughter

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امروز برای چندمین بار بغض کردم.. برای چندمین بار در این یک ماه و اندی دلم شکست.. امیدوارم حس خوبی در شاگردام و خودم نسبت به این محله ایجاد کنی..

تا کمتر احساس پوچی کنم

تا دست به قلم شدم بعضم شکست.. چطور و از کی آدم ها انقدر بی رحم شدن؟؟..

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how ashamed I am these days.. can't even think of them again. it makes me feel throw up. now I understand why some depressed people tend to end their life by committing suicide.. Heh.....

vaqean nmidunam bado guze kio jam konam.. faride ya amir

vaqean b darajei residam k hijki baram mohem nis joz khodam.. b khodam eftekhar mikonam k hijkioo adam hesab nmikonam

chon alan tu in halate ezterabam hijki pishAm nis JOZ KHODAM.. جز خودم..

STAY WITH YOURSELF ALL THE TIME 

ALWAYS!

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Dear diary, I wanted to let you know I feel good and everything's fine with me. take care of me, my family and the ones I love. Thank you for being friend with me. love you, Jasmine Heh.....

Hi. I am here to attract. whatever belongs to me, will make a way to find me.This year, I, Jasmine, want to ...1. Find a bag full of cash2. Find the love of my life. a tall, muscular, handsome, educated rich man who only loves me and his eyes only see me.3. get paid 30,000,000 tomans per month to be able to save 20,000,000 tomans at least.4. My family will find treasures and we'll become a lot richer. 5. lift my eyebrows and remove the extra skin of my eyelids with reasonable price in a great way. 6. travel abroad twice with my family and friends 7. have the clearest and purest skin ever. the one which glows at sunshine or night.8. change my office and make it more like a fancy office in a chic building.9. ea a big amount of money and buy an automatic car.10. be healthy and happy ever afterextra added: to be able to READ PEOPLE'S MINDS!may God bless me Heh.....ادامه مطلب

Bade modathaye khyli toolani salam.. khyli vaqte baham harf nazadim.. fk konam dg hamo faramush kardim.. however, omadam bgam delam shelaste.. nmishe arsim behem zang bzane? Ya behem msg bde? Chjuri akhe momkene on k mano khyli dust dasht! Chra hij talashi nmikone dobare bargardam! To bayad be delesh bndazi.. man dobare barmugardam.. bgu dg behesh.. bashe? Bbin dg baz dikhtar kocholot azat y chizi khasta.. bbgi behesha.. bashe?

man montazer mimonam... man montazer mimunam...

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Salam

khubi?

khastam azat tashakor konm babate arsim.. khyli dusesh daram.. mimiram vasash.. vasash junamam midam

merc k baresh gardundi

harfae maman vasam pashizi arzesh nadare.. faqat dus nadaram arsi chizi bfahme

dus nadaram aberum bere

ykar kon bikhiale mn she dg

hoselasho nadaram b ghorAnet ghasam

dargiresh kon

chmdunm mamanesh bmire harchi

hosele nadaram dg b jane jaddam hosele in ykio nadaram...

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